Imaginal Journal

Imagination is Medicine

Cristy Cristy

The Journey by David Whyte

Above the mountains
the geese turn into
the light again

painting their
black silhouettes
on an open sky.

Sometimes everything
has to be
inscribed across
the heavens

so you can find
the one line
already written
inside you.

Sometimes it takes
a great sky
to find that

small, bright
and indescribable
wedge of freedom
in your own heart.

Sometimes with
the bones of the black
sticks left when the fire
has gone out

someone has written
something new
in the ashes of your life.

You are not leaving
even as the light fades quickly now
you are arriving.

*From the Book: House of Belonging, by David Whyte

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Cristy Cristy

The House of Belonging by David Whyte

I awoke

this morning

in the gold light

turning this way

and that

 

thinking for

a moment

it was one

day

like any other.

 

But

the veil had gone

from my

darkened heart

and 

I thought

 

it must have been the quiet

candlelight

that filled my room,

 

it must have been

the first

easy rhythm

with which I breathed

myself to sleep,

 

it must have been

the prayer I said

speaking to the otherness

of the night.

 

And

I thought

this is the good day

you could

meet your love,

 

this is the black day

someone close

to you could die.

 

This is the day

you realize

how easily the thread

is broken

between this world

and the next

 

and I found myself

sitting up

in the quiet pathway

of light,

 

the tawny

close grained cedar

burning round

me like fire

and all the angels of this housely

heaven ascending

through the first

roof of light

the sun has made.

 

This is the bright home

in which I live,

this is where

I ask 

my friends

to come,

this is where I want

to love all the things

it has taken me so long

to learn to love.

 

This is the temple

of my adult aloneness

and I belong

to that aloneness

as I belong to my life.

 

There is no house

like the house of belonging.

 
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Cristy Cristy

Horse Whisperings

Traveling through San Simeon, I was struck with the piercing beauty of a horse in a field. I was curious to know who is Simeon and a quick search on my smartphone quoted, "A sword will pierce through your own soul so that thoughts from many hearts may be revealed." Like an oracle, this vision made a prophetic impact. 

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Ready, Able by Grizzly Bear

I'm gonna take a stab at this
Sure you will be alright
Make a decision with a kiss
Baby I have false spite

And when I trek alone back home
I make sure that I trek in the snow
Would it fall?

Tissue and bones, it was a trick
This isn't a gunfight
Checking it off my list
Unable to rewrite

Five years cast once and far alone
Hope I'm ready, able to make my own
Goodbye

They go, we go, I want you to know what I did, I did
They go, we go, I want you to know what I did, I did
They go, we go, I want you to know what I did, I did
They go, we go, I want you to know what I did, I did

They go, we go, I want you to know what I did, I did
They go, we go, I want you to know what I did, I did

Songwriters: Christopher Bear / Edward Droste / Daniel Rossen / Christopher Michael Taylor

Ready, Able lyrics © Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.

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Cristy Cristy

Friends as Honey on the Heart

Dear Brave Souls:

Often both friends and enemies appear in one's life without direct causation by us.

It is far more amazing that a soulful person appears on our horizon line walking toward us, with such clarity, and without being directly summoned by us...

than that any person not seeing our worth --or their own true self's worth-- appears on the horizon, muddled of mind as though in a dust storm that blinds they themselves foremost-- also without being directly summoned by us...

It would appear from the aerial view, that both figures are 'part of life on Planet Earth'... both are often enough our 'learning edges'

...and/but that oddly, though wounded perhaps by one, we are healed so sweetly, sweet as miel, as honey over the heart, by the other.

For all who are the friend who is walking toward 'the friendless one'... I send great, great love and admiration...

-Carissa Pikola Estes Via Facebook 

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Cristy Cristy

Hakomi Method

The Hakomi Method developed by Ron Kurtz and various collaborators is a body-centered experiential form of psychotherapy. Based on the principles such as mindfulness and non-violence, it is a very powerful and deep but gentle way of approaching and resolving core material.  

Hakomi is a Hopi native word for "How do you stand in relation to these many realms?" A question that sparks so much curiosity and purpose for me.

I have personally experienced the potency of this method and the graceful support of this community. It is an honor to deepen into my own journey of embodying the method as it aligns with the body of work I offer.

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