Spirit of the Beehive

El espiritu de la colmena, a Spanish film from 1973.

This is actually the film I watched on my first movie date with my husband. He chose the film because it was Spanish and I was living in Madrid at the time and thought I would enjoy it. The first time I watched it, it was so subtle and dense that it took a while for it to settle in my consciousness.  Over time, it’s magic and spell over me has grown profoundly.

I am captivated by Ana’s innocence, curiosity and embrace of the monster (Frankenstein) which is so poignant and a stunningly accurate portrayal of childhood perception. I find her older sister Isabel’s behavior, slightly more tuned into the knowledge of the adult world, so interesting as she takes on a role of mischief, wickedness and manipulation. And there this interesting dynamic with the parents, in which you see the weight of the world on their shoulders. They seem so wrapped up in their minds even though they deeply care about their children.

Something about it reminds me of my childhood summers in Mexico. I can remember my Papa keeping bees. I remember the smell of wood and the beeswax, in my Papa’s workshop and what its like to feel like a child so small and curious, believing everyone else has it worked out except you.

Cristy

Hola, Piyali, Hello! I am a queer Latina Chicana mestiza ((detribalized Caxcan/ Iberian colonial) mother, storyteller and decolonial somatic psychotherapist licensed in California with fourteen years of clinical experience in the field of depth psychology. My private practice, Imaginal Therapy + Sacred Arts, centers soul care and offers ketamine journeys. I am a graduate of Loyola Marymount University, Pacifica Graduate Institute and the Hakomi Institute of California. I specialize in intergenerational trauma, healing the family soul for personal and cultural transformation, and psychedelic/entheogen integration. I work with clients in a holistic approach to connect to collective wisdom through imagination, intuition, mindfulness, embodiment, dreamwork and creative expression. My treatment focus is on relationship, cultural wounds, trauma resolution, ancestral lineage repair, animist parenting, kinship ethics, and reconnecting to the sacred.

I am a certified Ancestral Lineage Healing practitioner and also an initiated serpent medicine keeper and priestess in sacred arts with 8 years of training. As a ritualist and coach, I offer virtual mentoring and circles globally. I am steeped in my traditions, mythology, cultura and roots, originally from the villages of Juchipila, Zac, Mexico, born and raised in Tongva lands, Los Angeles, residing on Nisenan land, Sacramento. My lineage gifts are in storytelling, dignity, sweetness, relating to the spirit magic of bee, deer, maize, and cacao. I have been given the medicine name, Cloud Serpent. I am honored to reclaim reverence for my mother mountain, Tlachialoyantepec, a sacred site. I hold a vow with my people to live the repair, in service of the anima, mundi, the world soul.

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